Planes

"Insanity is characterized by the belief that one is sane."

Haha this is pretty funny considering how many people think they're sane. I say 'they' because I'm not one of them; I actually suspect myself to be insane like, every other day. So, I was wondering if the inverse is true? Hahaha.

Anyway, I've given myself a motto to live by. It's probably only temporary as always, but it'll tide me through this period at least. "You're only as miserable as you let yourself be." The word 'miserable' can be replaced with any other negatively connotated adjective (even positive ones actually) but yeah, that's my default word for now. I'm actually in a pretty happy mood now. n_n

Once tomorrow ends, bulk of A's are over! I screwed most up, but what can I do? Haha, just believe in God and believe that I'm only a failure if I believe myself to be I guess. Hopefully optimism doesn't lead to my downfall oops.

On the other hand, SNSD concert in 19 days!!!! Omg I'm going to be so close to them..... /cryz Thank God for mosh pits. If I don't get squashed to death, that is.. And, man, I actually hope my future boyfriend is a SONE too.

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Past

It's so damn hard

/Don't leave me

For me to let you go

/Stay with me

No I can't let you go

/Why were those words so hard then

#onreplay

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Your Pieces - Epik High

Listening to this song makes me feel this settling in my stomach and that yearning to learn Korean so I don't have to depend on translations to understand such a piece of magnificence.

How do such talented people exist? Talent from birth, through nurturing, or through suffering?

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Driven by caffeine

So, it's late in the night at 2AM now and I just drank a can of chilled Nestle. Lol, I'm not planning to stay up, but I just wanted to drink it. It feels quite good to just do whatever actually. If I feel awake, I'll just keep going. I've ELL lesson later in the morning, but heck, I've another can of coffee in the fridge for that. I know my sleep cycle's gonna be reversed, but if I can reverse it this easily, as easily can I reverse it back.

So again, heck.

I prefer the night very much. I can narrate a descriptive right now: the distant whirring of late returning vehicles; the faint zephyrs cool against my skin; the nagging ache on my right shoulder; Nell singing Afterglow to me soothingly through the computer speakers (I still don't know if it's a he or they, lol); the ceiling light illuminating where I confine but unable to reach out to the deep purple sky out there, which is the same for all the other dull and boring lights I can see; and this undefined sense of peace I feel.

Hahahaha. Guess I'm as usual, out-of-my-mind. But really, the zephyrs (if you don't know what they mean, haha. hahahahaha.) are really really nice in the night. They don't exist in the day, but when they do, it's probably a good day.

Ohhhh now Clocks by Coldplay is playing, k, I shall go. It is time. Byebyebyebyebye~