Wow. I didn't even realize it's been over three months since my last post. I could probably take it as a good sign of not having anything depressing to blog about (well, I did disclaim that I only blog when I'm down) but I know for sure that it's not the case. So I'm not sure why. Perhaps I'm censoring my thoughts more than before. Funny realizing now how I used to always obsess over writing a flaw-free blog post; I forgot during this void how much I love writing. It's good that it's gradually returning though! It's a healthy way for me to get over my emotions, which can be overwhelming at times. Recently I've been feeling like the smaller person, when I always used to believe I could forgive and forget and let go and simply make the best out of situations. I hope what used to be comes back to me. I've been so so petty, so sensitive, so damn shallow for too long a while already. It's time I got over things and learnt and moved on. Hopefully those values I treasure will return then. For me to be wiser, better, bigger-hearted.
24 days late but definitely not too late for resolutions. May I learn better and move on in this new year. :) I was genuinely going to blog about some negative feelings I was having, but as the words spilled out, I gradually realized how cryptic that usually ends up. So, I rather I reflect. Better than uselessly moping for sure.
/edit: lmao look at how the title and content are a mismatch, very aptly so.
