i couldn’t tell you in the moment - i didn’t want to sway you. i miss you, i miss you, i miss you so much. in the moments of increasing fatigue, all i wanted was to see you, hear you, feel you. to whine to you a little, to seek comfort from you.
i know you might see this eventually. i think i would like you to know. i just don’t want to tell you and burden you in this moment.
good night. i love you so much still.
