Honestly?

Idgaf.


True friends stay. No, I'm not talking about anyone at all. I'm talking about me, I'm the one who doesn't stay.


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I feel so angsty right now I can combust the moon into another Sun with the intensity of my emotions.


Exaggerating?
Lol, I don't give a f-




Restraint. Practice in progress. See whether by the end of A's my pent-up freakshit issues are higher, or my rank points.


I doubt it's the latter.


I SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY SERIOUSLY think I'm getting some mental problem
My head hurts.
I think anyone who sees this post will hesitate to talk to me the next time there's a need for them to.

Ah heck it. I really really wish I can survive this period though. I know I will, but it's two different things between knowing you will and feeling you won't. Because you're definitely lying to yourself either way, you just don't know which side to take and your heart and mind are in a match of tug-o-war.