Burden

Why am I such a bane? I never mean it, I swear, I try so hard all my life not to be one, but some things can't be helped. Even a small overlook on my part leads to such disastrous effects..

I feel helpless. Why? Because there's no way for me to correct this. I could go missing, I could die, I could. So easy are these, but would only create more trouble for them. So, what do I do? What can I do? Apologize; I hope it's enough.. Maybe I'd be thankful if it doesn't lead to worse. How great it would be without me.. how much more carefree?