holy shit I can't fucking sleep!!!!! I've been on a sleep-early-streak for the past weeks and all of a sudden the mistakes of my past are HAUNTING me tonight and I've been tossing and turning but I. can't. sleep. oh my god. and I'm hungry.
not even mistakes really. just choices that have caused me some inconveniences and waiting, like cancelling my driving test because I was in such a goddamned bad mood previously I would've off-ed myself if I failed /again/, but for some fucking reason deciding that I wouldn't immediately book the next one but instead drag until a whole two weeks later and now the earliest dates are in October. and I might be at my new job by then so Idk the leave situation??????? I think my fatigued brain is also blowing things up because as I type this out I find it no big deal but ALSO fuck-me-fuck-me-fuck-me at the same time. like wtf why is this completely trivial thing fucking my emotions up!!! kmn.
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