It's 2AM in the morning and I can't sleep. I'm sick, I'm tired, and I can't sleep, how ironic. I got so fed up tossing around in my bed that I decided to wake up and use the comp, that's why I'm here now, blogging.
I'm not sure, maybe it's cause there're too many thoughts running through my mind? Right now, I'm in a really depressed mood. Another one of those times when I feel miserable due to a mix of reasons.. My insomnia's definitely a major source for this current one.
There's a million things I'm thinking about now but I can't put my finger on any one of them enough to type them out. Ughhhhhhhhhh.
I wanna cry but there aren't any tears to shed. I wanna sleep so bad but I can't. I want to scream and be heard. I wanna breathe and remember how the fresh air in the morning smells like. I wanna help people over and over again and feel like it's going to make the world a better place. I wanna... ah I want to do so many things.
I'm going a tad bit mentally unbalanced.
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