Nostalgiaaaa

Was checking out the soundtracks for Transformers just now cause I saw a few links on Youtube, and I ended up listening to a few of Linkin Park's old songs. Man, I really haven't realized that I like most of their songs, especially the classics, like Numb, Faint, Crawling, Papercut, and for the more recent ones, What I've Done and Shadow of the Day. Lol I'm secretly a rocker, so secretly that this secret shocked myself ._. Hahaha lame.

But ah, got reminded of how a few months back (maybe really really few), Numb was a song that made my heart hurt everytime I thought about it. The lyrics are really fitting.. Hmm the fact that I'm bringing this up so nonchalantly probably suggests that I've accepted it already, but I guess it'll always be a stigma hidden somewhere within me lol. Just like my rockerrrrrrr persona, hahahaha.

Numb - Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)