HAHAHA

Okay so I WAS going to post a normal emo thinking full of shit post but I just read Shiqi's blog and was DAMN fascinated by her posts so...... hahahaha will try it out too. It's a good way of getting over the trauma that was my orientation aka Freshmen Teambuilding Camp.

So I went there all groggy on the first day at 730AM like I DON'T WANNA DO ANYTHING

When people actually initiated conversation I said hi

but I'm too awkward. Then they'll go away and I think

WOW THEY TALKED TO ME

Sadly I'm too unwilling to reciprocate so my face was always

and when people talk in groups I can't be heard so I can only look at them and

Ended up most of the time I was just the person at the back.

and I thought

so occasionally I tried going something like

but no one noticed so

but really in my heart........

Also the toilets are

Just saying. Anyway while we were playing games and people looked at me I was like

then they'd talk to me. But I would only just be "ok"

instead of

which is what they would have wanted, so they turn away again and naturally I return to

Occasionally looking at people having fun and joking happily like

I bitterly think

but I have to laugh out of politeness so

when actually

Thennnnnn on the second day we had the Finale Night; people went all

and this guy even did a b-boy headstand and I thought he fell down so I was

but no he didn't so thankfully I went

But without proper friends I still couldn't have fun so I really wanted to go home

People would ask me what's wrong but I look at 'dem and

No no, nothing's wrong....!

AND IT'S SRSLY OK BECAUSE I DANCE ALONE FINE

Finally on the last day we had this writing activity where you passed a notebook w your name around and I peeked at other people's....

I was like wait that person has sooo much more than me ):

So really FINALLY FINALLY when the time to break camp came I was like

ADIOS SUCKERS

while thinking in my heart that I gotta do better next time~~

and thanking God that I came out alive. PTL.

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OK this was a tiring post........... Now

(FOR SLEEP)

HAHAHA yeah okay so I almost only have SNSD gifs and a few sparse othergroup ones! Couldn't leave Jo Kwon's out since his expressions are priceless.

OK OFF TO SLEEP ADIOS FRANZ