Change

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Change is gradual. It doesn't happen overnight.
True. This applies to a lot of things, doesn't it?

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How many times have you read that well written text, or seen that well taken photo; and wished that you were as talented as the author?
Well, countless for me definitely. I came across this tumblr photo quote:

Keep your eyes on the stars, and your feet on the ground.

Man, seriously, it's just a simple sentence. No chim vocab, even a kid who just learnt his English could understand it. But the meaning behind it is... well, sophisticated, I would say. Haha I think maybe it just hit the nail, that's why I have the special feeling. But, ah well.

Today we had our friendly against Bukit Merah Sec! Ohman, kena thrashed. But seriously, I don't feel anything. I expected it long ago. And observation of year 2011: I've lost many things about me.
How do I put it? I've lost my patience, for one. I've lost my passion about certain things. But there are some good things too. I've lost my... uh, sensitivity. As in the kind where I'm sensitive about things. I can still safely say that I'm still sensitive towards people's feelings, yeah. Anyway yah, so yesterday and today, I totally didn't feel nervous AT ALL. Like even when we were about to go on court with only three attackers and Angel asked me which two of us would go first, I didn't exactly.... care. Not that I heck care the match. I guess it's like, my head has total control over my heart regarding this match, cause my head's telling me that there's nothing to be afraid about and that I should just play my best then can already. And my heart's like, "Yeah, totally."

Odd~ But there are still stuff my mind has no control over. Well, that's something I wish I could control too. Zhiqing ah..