I love you, baby I'm not a monster

In the blink of an eye, months have already passed since the A's. I'd like to believe that this day last year, I was studying, but I hardly doubt so.

Like I once said, I pretty much scraped through the A'Levels. And now that I've managed to get into SMU... I realize how thankful I should be to God. And I am.

I don't find a need to show people my belief in Him because it concerns no other person. Church tells us that we should spread His word, and not sorry to say but I don't subscribe to that. Kinda controversial, but I think by working towards being a good example of a human is the best influence. If people respect you, they'll respect your beliefs. I'm not the best person; I'm still working towards it. I still constantly err everyday, but I reflect on them. Hopefully I'm getting closer?

Talking again about how time has flew, I'm trying to use my time to enjoy as much as possible lol. When can I even do this again.. The thought of never being able to be young and be free again scares me :/ Well, #YOLO! Not gonna regret this because by Zhiqing's rules: never regret choices you know were the best at that point.